Now for what I forgot to put in last night’s blogginess: Everything is now set for England. My offer changed from conditional to unconditional about two weeks ago and term starts on the 13th of September. I’m leaving on the 12th. I’ve applied for student housing and got a room in the student village (with my own bathroom, thank heavens!), bought plane tickets, made myself familiar with trains and buses… Now I just have to sit around for another month and a half and die silently.

I’m honestly quite terrified. I don’t even know why I’m scared anymore… I’ve sorted everything out, I have nothing more to stress about, I ought to be able to relax, but for some reason I still can’t. It’s like I just realised I’m going far, far away and I am freaking out.

Not to worry, I’m sure it’ll pass…